Sumtink 'bout me

Acer Aspire one AOD150 (Seashell White)

2009-03-05T09:48:00.004+08:00

Finally got my long waited netbook (As well as wireless connection).. Hve been using it for my assignment since last week. Love it so much that i don mind carrying along with me anywhere..

Presenting my Netbook

Date Violence article

2009-02-05T09:26:00.003+08:00

saw this article about date violence on Today on 4 Feb. now i realised i've been thru some signs of those in my last r/s. although not physically, but its enuf to hurt. really, i didn't know it was a kind of violence until i read the article. glad that i'm away from that f**king asshole now. However the after-effects are those memories kept coming back to me irregardless of wad i'm doing. i hate this but is there anyone there who can help me?

Extracted from http://chooselovenotabuse.com/ :

Dating violence happens when a partner uses force or pressure to abuse the other partner in a dating relationship.

There are mainly four forms of abuse:
1. Emotional
2. Psychological
3. Sexual
4. Physical

The frequency and the severity of the abuse usually increase as the relationship continues. When ignored, dating violence in romantic relationships often leads to domestic violence and even spousal abuse in marital relationships. Many are unknowing victims of dating violence. Often, victims are trapped in a tangled web of abuse because they are unaware of the symptoms of dating violence or lack the courage to walk away from an abusive relationship. No one deserves to be a victim of dating violence.

Spot the tell-tale signs early and seek help.

Emotional Abuse
- You are afraid of your partner
- You were subject to public humiliation by your date

Psychological Abuse
- Your partner threatens to use violence against you
- You want a breakup, but your partner threatens to commit suicide

Sexual Abuse
- You are forced to have sex with your partner, even when you told him/ her that you felt uncomfortable
- Your partner is only concerned with fulfilling his/her own sexual needs every time you are out on a date.

Physical Abuse
- Your partner pushed, punched, kicked or hurled things at you
- Your partner intentionally tried to inflict harm or injury

Controlling behaviour
- You are not allowed to meet friends or family without your partner’s consent
- Your partner insists on knowing where and what you are doing all the time
- You partner is overly suspicious of you and dictates your every move

Anyone could be a victim of Dating Violence.

It is important to identify tell-tale signs early, seek help and walk away from an abusive relationship.

Should you find yourself in an abusive relationship,
- Confide in friends and family, or seek help with counselors
- Do not meet your partner alone in secluded places
- Remember that you deserve better

How true is this. 'Remember that you deserve better' People especially gals don't see this when they're in the violence r/s. Friends or even family tells them off, asking them to end the r/s, they just don't listen.

Why?

Maybe as the saying goes, love is blind. or 旁观者清当局者迷.

Thinking that time will change everything to the better. but 99.999% of the time this doesn't work. they will go thru the cycle or violence--> abuse-->partnet apologising profusely & showering with loads or care and concern over and over again.

when shower with love, sweet talking will trick the victims will fall into the same old trap again and again.

To Gals :
however much you love your partner, pls remember that nobody has the right to treat you badly. No matter physically or mentally. you need to help urself otherwise noone can help you

Help~!

2008-11-17T08:06:00.001+08:00

Why is my past still hounding me? Things I wanna forget, they kept coming back to me. Why?!? You told me the best way to forget is to start again, but it is not working.

Marina Barrage

2008-11-03T21:46:00.003+08:00

Went to marine barrage on sat and realise there was nothing much. Perhaps is was the warm weather and hell lot of ppl especially the elderly and kids around.

Can't blame.

Who ask me to to there on its opening day=(

Well, this is the dam separating the CBD area to the sea

View on the 'rooftop'

Random post

2008-10-28T11:52:00.009+08:00

My colleague treated me to a banana sometime last week.Banana that cost $2.40 for one fruit? Expensive huh.. lol

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Went K-ing at e-Hub on deepavali with dear n his frens. Had a great time there coz I haven been singing for a looooooong time. Anyways, I think e-Hub is still considered new coz their Kbox are so nice. Cushioned seats WITHOUT cloth tapes. Clean remote controls. No cigarette smelling room. Lastly, their rooms are not freezing cold. Comfortable temperature =)
Photos :

New friends =)

Forgot to zoom out.. lol

Random

2008-09-29T11:48:00.001+08:00

Guess wad I did on fri night? I actually saw a wallet on the bus and returned to its rightful owner.

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My life doesn’t seemed/feels complete. Wad is happening?

2008-07-30T01:02:00.001+08:00

Exams finished--- Yeah
Jobless -- Meh
Getting fat -- Sad

2008-05-13T21:20:00.001+08:00

Things does change. Doesn't it?

2008-05-02T20:39:00.002+08:00

after all these years, i finally realise that i'm still the old me. the spoilt brat. the more i wanna hide the spoilt brat side, the more it shows, especially in front of my love ones. i really hate this cos it makes me so detestable.

but thanks to the special someone who is always there for me, listening to my nonsenses, tolerating with all my outrageous demands. thanks, dear dear

My New Life

2008-02-14T00:06:00.002+08:00

Basking in happiness every other day. What more else can I ask for :)

2008-01-06T16:47:00.000+08:00

my new yr resolutions:
。to forget all those unhappiness
。to forget all those sad incidents
。not to tink abt them again
。enjoy my happiness now
。work hard

我好幸福。希望这种幸福的感觉能够永远的继续下去~

happy new yr~

2008-01-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

its a new yr n new begining for me and yes i feel happy abt it, but this scary feeling inside me is coming out bit by bit. i really don like this this kind of feeling coming to me but i really cant help it... i noe its the after effect of previous incident and tt's wad preventing me from taking further steps forward. i noe those tinks will not happen to me again but the feeling is still there.. still in me... i feel so lost sometimes especially when im alone.. i really wish to forget.. i wanna forget those tinks badly... can i?

2007-12-27T01:29:00.000+08:00

why does it only comes when everytink has ended? i don know if im ready to move on coz its really too much for me. i hate u!!! or i hate myself more for letting all those tinks happening to me and yet i did nothing about it for so long. and when i did do something, memories kept coming back to me. i wish i can tell them to someone but i cant. ive nv felt so stupid in my whole life during those years. how gd can it be if humans can somehow be like a computer where ctrl alt del is all we need to forget unhappiness. well ppl might say that im running away from problems and i admit to that, coz im also not sure of wad to do. one part of me wans it to be this way and the other part of me wans it the other way.
理性与感性我因该选择哪一个呢？贪心的我好想两个都拥有

yes!

2007-12-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

presenting my new haircut...

i know this post might be a little late for frns who saw me b4 i wrote this post but it has been 5 yrs since i cutted my hair to this length... tell me i do look younger ya? hahaha.. im so so happy with it that i was smiling all the way during the cutting process... might be a new start for me :)

new chapter

2007-12-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

finally, everything is over. no more cries and aching anymore for me in the future. only happiness and laughter i hope.... i need to find all my lost time back again after so many years and i hope i can find them.
i hate the way i am behaving now and i noe ive disappoint ppl who cared for me. i don wanna move on so fast.. im sorry but i really need time, so plz don force me.

2007-10-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

recently feel like selling some accessories that ive made... anyone intereted? jus some necklace and ear rings...

magic

2007-09-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

whoever that invents alcohol is a genius:) it can make you feel so good and terrible simultaneously.

first time queing up for doughnuts:)
they really taste nice

2007-08-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

wad have i gotten myself into? im not able to enjoy my life for the past 5 yrs... always in misery and sadness.... is that a bf ive gotten myself or a guy from hell.dont you feel that ur selfish? stop saying that you have no time for excuse!dont wanna commit yet still wan a r/s.. NS big deal isit. if u really mean it u wud have find time

new phone

2007-07-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

yes im very happy coz for 2yrs already and finally im getting myself a phone.
haven't been blogging for a long time(i admit im lazy) but on top of feeling great abt my new phone,

another thing to be happy abt is i've finish my exams for the 2nd semester... next sem gonna to start in a wk time.

and im quite fed up abt the same old tink again n again...
why cant you think from my pt of vew... WHY?

2007-04-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna be like wad i am now. cant i jus forget everytink, and i really mean everything.

im really tired

Gary 曹格

2007-03-07T14:06:00.000+08:00

lotsa qns....

2007-02-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

why is it that when one tries to stop oneself from crying, one will feel as if the head is exploding?

why is it that when one says out everything that is in ones mind, one will feel so relax?

why is it that when one finally vent all the fustrations out, one will feel so relax n carefree?

why??

compliations

2007-01-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

dint update for a long time.. too lazy to and today's the right time i guess=)
ok lets start from new yr eve... actually is nothing much coz im working on that day. work from aftnoon to night.. and i mean really late... started to close the shop only at 11+pm coz there were people wandering around jus to wait for the fireworks.. ya the great think starts here.

after closing shop, my manager actually wanted to go for supper at lau pasat coz my collegue is driving. den 6 of us squeeze into a really small car and the guys started to give directions(coz some roads were blocked and most of them are packed with ppl and cars) then we drive pass this bridge near singapore river and guess wad? we saw the fire works at a close range.. it was awesome and of course we dont have to suffer from the rain and etc. etc... after driving for like 1 hr plus, we finally decide to eat at maina south steamboat. didnt eat much cause im not so hungry and then, after the supper, all of us went to the arcade and......

all these is frm the guys.. lol so happy on that day

reach home at abt 4+, packed my things for camp the nex day and end up slping at 6.30+ and woke up at 8+ to get ready for work... i was sooo tired=( stayed overnight in the sch and i really broke my record.. to slp less den 5 hours in 2 days... hahah... reached home the next day and slept like a pig... lol=D

the rest of the 2 wks were packed with loads of band prac.. i was really physically tired. and we jus ended the concert jus now.. ya its on the 13jan=) hehe.. wonderful concert i guess.. i was so in a rush.. had tutorial in queenstown in the afternoon which after that i had to rush down to vch for rehearsal.. thank god i made it on time.. the few of us went up to the place to sort of 'entertain' the guests...(sry im too tired to remember wad the place is called) and i saw my sec1 instructor.. suprise that he still remembers me.. hahah...

hmmm i tink this is the only concert that i took so many photos with so many different ppl... here are the photos=) not that much actually and i dont tink i have potential in taking photos using 1 hand

photos:

2006-12-26T01:47:00.000+08:00

had a wonderful xmas eve at yf house yesterday... bought a pot of (real)roses with glitter on them for her and the both of us started eating at 6 while waiting for the rest of them to come.. and, yes, its 6 pm all the way till 8+ we were still eating non stop.. there were so many things to eat!! fried food and my fav steamboat.. haven't been eating that so such a long time already...

after munching, we crammed into yf's room and some were playing cards and the rest were either busying taking photos or watching tv... actually i was feeling abit out coz although we used to be classmated, but i feel that we're quite like strangers.. hmmm.. that's me

finally its game exchange time after all those playing and tv-s. well most of the presents were chocs and i love it=)

PS: hey gal thanks for ur present... i love them=)

nice MV =)

2006-12-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

wad a day...

2006-12-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

celebrated my mom's bday together with my dad today.. not a v big celebration.. jus went to eat seafood at a coffee shop... yes ur eyes is not giving u probs.. its a COFFEE SHOP!!! well can see tt shes nt very happi abt it coz of her face.. but anyway, after that we went to akira to get a new tv for my room... coz mine is going crazy... it will auto off by itself especially when there is something exciting going on on tv... when it is good, it will turn on by itself again, if not, you will have to hit it hard on the sides to get it working.. ouch* the tv that i bought is slightly smaller than my old one(14 inch) but its better than a crazy one... price at 99 bucks... cheap or ex? i also dontknow =(
anyway, i also bought a slow cooker... jus treat it as my mom's bday's prezzi coz the old cooker is already spoilt for god-knows-how-long... hahaha... im actually using this kind of terms.. lol...

went to some place to shop n buy groceries... and b4 leaving we brought some icecream from one of the shops for my mom n dad... i shall not say the name of the shop.. y? lemmi explain here.. this particular shop is having a buy-2-get-1 free promo, and that is, when u get 2 scoops of icecream, the 3rd one is free. so i ask abt this promo and can i put them in the waffle cup instead of cone and the guy (i tink is boy) said i will have to pay 30 cents and i said ok... den end up he gave me only 1 scoop. so i told him i wanted 2 scoop to enjoy the promo. and i said i WANTED to put them into the same cup.

Guess wad he said???

he said, sorry i cant put them into the same cup coz ............ (dont worry its not vulgarity, its jus that i cant really remember and hear wad he said) we dont allow that. then i look at him and say, isnt it the same? the most i pay for the normal cups. den he look at me like hes so fedup and walk towards the manager.. i was like having this OS in my mind, comeon.. im trying to save the cups for u and isit realt THAT difficult? and SO, after my OS, and b4 he can actually call his manager, i said, nvm it ok, jus put them into different cups. den when the manager finished her work inside, i guess she was planning some schedule.. she came out and collect the money frm me... den i end up having 3 cups but only 2 person eating... wierd. am i wierd or is the guy wierd? mmm dont wish to analyse this anymore.. any1 out there free to help? pls i appreciate it=)

2006-12-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

hei... wrote a long post yest and due to my itchy hands, the whole window is stuck and the post cant be retrieved:( well im back blogging again, and hopefully will continue to do it frequently.

i bought a ipod ard 1 mth ago.. its actually a bday present for myself.. sign.. its sad to realise that u have so much frns and only less than a handful of them really remembers ur bday... its really sad... it seems that my bday itself is getting frm bad to worse.... its really like anyother normal day for me

loads of things happened all this while and i tink i have develop this 'immune system' that i will act differently to wad i really feel... for example, i might be very interested in a certain thing, but at the same time i can look so calm and undisturbed by it.

2006-11-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

I know i havent been updating for a looooong time.... so sorry peeps...
and i wud like to say sorry to the owner of the blog tt im going to copy the post to....
i had to cos the post is so so so so true... my apologies

I was watching a taiwan variety show and they mentioned about how easy it is for a couple to quarrel. A quarrel can start off simply by saying things that were not meant to hurt each other intentionally, but instead to show him/her that you detest something. One of the Taiwan Celebrity - Gao Ling Feng is best known for his playboy-ness in the past and that he actually divorce 3 times. He's pretty much experienced in relationship. Which rich guy in the world doesn't play with ladies? He must be a nut - a nut that we should salute to!

He is now married with a young woman, who's probably 20 years or so younger than he is. So naturally, he dotes her a lot. However, he said something which I guess most women in the world will agree

"In a relationship, somebody has to always give in willingly. Someone has to play a role where quarrels can be prevented. Which I think, in my opinion, guys should be the one. My wife get agitated pretty easily, and at times when I asked her certain questions like 'why are you wearing this dress', she'd say things like 'you think it's not nice, so I couldn't wear it?". Now you see how easy a quarrel can start. But! I love her and I think as a man, I have to coax the one I love without provoking her any further. I then told her "wear it, wear it cos I think it looks fabulous on you!"

He is a gentleman, I must say! Which woman on earth hates to be praised? He too said that he is the one giving in most of the time, although sometimes he is quite pissed with his wife. He said "What to do? Afterall she's someone I love! I have the responsibilty to make her feel that she's the most blessed woman in the world."

Next, another celebrity (a woman), is pretty experienced in love too. They were having this group discussion of Love and Relationship between woman and guys. Both gender point out their view, which sounded very logical.

She said things like, "I'd rather be single if my man couldn't scarifice more than I do. We as women are simple. We don't ask much from a guy except that he has to be forgiving, and that he's willing to scarifice more than we do." And well, she is now happily married with a guy for many years.

Another said, "Of course I want my man to earn more than I do. What's the point of getting married to him when I have to pay for the house and expenses? It's not going to work well in this case. If we have to be together with such a guy, then that a definite answer that I'd rather be single. I can feed myself even without the help of him! I guess guys should have the basic ego that they ought to support their wife."

Communication is the principal building block of any relationship, but communication isn't just about expressing a thought. It's also about understanding what your partner is saying and conveying, back to them, that you understand. It need not be conveying back to them verbally, but also it can be done physically. Oh, ever heard of "Action speaks louder than words"?

Another male celebrity said, "It's important as a man to know what our woman is thinking and what she wants from us. In the past I had few dates and I was still very confused with what women were thinking about sometimes. They'd often say things which actually doesn't mean it that way. For example I asked her whether she wanted to go for a movie with me on our first date, and she replied 'Oh no, I'm busy, maybe next time.' And I simply said 'Oh well, ok.' Damn me, I must be stupid! Women are easy to handle if you know what they are thinking. Just remember, they often say things that meant the opposite!"

Another example can be - Kenny and June (names used are based on imagination) have been together for 4 years and Kenny decided to propose to her. He brings her to a jewelry shop and acted like as though he needs his girlfriend help to choose a diamond ring for his Mom on her birthday. June isn't stupid, she knows what's going on. (Women's instinct are pretty accurate!) So they started looking around and saw a 1 caret's diamond ring and another with 3 caret's. Kenny asked her which one she thinks is nicer, she said humbly that she thinks that the 1 caret's is nicer. At the end of the day, they went to a posh restaurant and he started to propose to her. Shockingly, when she opened the box, she saw the 1 caret ring but was angry and she walked off. It left Kenny in suspense and he was confused with what was going on!

Do you understand why? lol!

Well, all these are basically an inspiration from what I watched on the tv recently. Somewhat I think it does relate closely to how a men and women should/should not do and how they should communicate in order to avoid quarrels!

2006-03-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

yay... i finally bought an external hard disc from SM.. 120GB.. sounds so big.. had a hard time initializing it... felt so fedup but eventually i got it... aft transferring the dramas pictures and songs in, im left wif 60+GB.. now i can feel safe even if my com goes heywire.. (touch wood)

and........... yes! im going to HK 2 wks later... hope can shop till i drop.. i've even make out a list of wad to buy already... 1.clothes 2.shoes 3.bags and more....... i've got a bowling friendly match organised by my alumni band this morning and to my surprise, my team got 3rd!! wow!!! i dont remember playing well (i dont know wad happened to me tt i wasnt on form) but still got 3rd.. maybe its jus sheer luck

2006-02-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

i havent been posting for a really lonnnnnnnnnngggggggg time.. well, i didnt have the mood to anyway, i still hav no mood to do so, so there are only pics for the time being

'tang yuan' from my mum's side... y eat tang yuan on new yr? i also dunno.. have been eating since young so dont really know the reason

wish come true

2005-12-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

yay!! finally bought sony erricson k750i.. another strike off my wishlist

2005-10-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

Had an fun n havoc day today.. Met HIM for lunch at jack's place this afternoon and after that we walk aimlessly around city hall area before reaching clark quay.. went to kinokuniya to browse some mags, and went mac to let time pass...[playing poker as well].

And YES!! today I finally went to ESKI bar!!! embience was ok... but the temperature was cool. And I mean really cool.. the first past of the bar was -9 degrees.. The inner part was better, 8 degrees and I drank vodka ribinea..

Then when i got hm, I misinterprete my dad for saing tt he was bringing me to NTUC, when reach then i know was those hokkien singing pub with alot of middle age uncles and anuties dancing.. hahahahahaha... i drank corona.. woo hoo..

PS: jq, corona the lime can put it in the beer itself also :)

Is It TRUE?

2005-10-08T02:54:00.001+08:00

Its almost 3 in the morning and here I am, typing away.. I tried to sleep, but end thinking about things that had happened to me for the past few yrs, and started tearing.. yea I cried.. There are somethings that happened in the past and I really can't say them out.. Not those outrageous things but.. er jus tinks lar..things that I feel so sad and ashamed of.. wad and why the hell did i did those things.. i really cant understand.. and I will remember those things i did for the rest of my life..

Sometimes I just wish that i can forget everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, and start all over again.. like as if I have lose my memory.. then I wouldn't have to remember all the things that made me unhappy about. At least I can sleep better at night, won't have to think so much all the time. Maybe I've watch too much drama about ppl who lose their memory.. In my opinion, they led a better life than before they lose their memory(with or w/o money). If i realy did lose my memory, I guess I'll never want to remember my past again. All those 'unwanted' stuffs.

Now, I'm still ocughing like hell, even after finishing the whole bottle of cough syrup(that was almost a week ago). Its better of course, but all the coughing is really getting to no where. Until as if my head is going to burst, and sometimes i can cough until I got those want-to-vomit feeling. Every morning when i wake up, I'd lose my voice for a while before it comes back but my throat is not that pain though. This is really getting irritating.I think I'm having depression already, since the day after I finished my paper, I've been staying at home, only went out like 4 times, once to the doc, and the other 3 times were to eat. I don't feel and don't have the mood to go out. What is happening to me?

2005-09-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

exams finish le.. yet im nt really tt happy at all.. y? the ans lies in u (all)
i dont know if this sounds too harsh, but i really feel sometink diff.. one moment gd, other moment cold.. wad is happening to me man?

Why?

2005-09-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

y do ppl set tinks w/o telling me?

hell~

2005-09-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

wad the fucking hell am i doing?

2005-09-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

I wish I've nv said those tinks but

'words cant be taken back once said unless the other party chooses to forget it.'
saw this quote frm one of the actress's lines on tv jus now.. quite lame, but true oso... hmm...

i know u wun see my blog but i still wana say im very sry to hav said tt.. im jus sick n tired to hav to quarrell with u every few mths.. tried my best to hold back but in the end words jus came out like tt.. i really dun wana quarrell le.. can? wad can i do except to jus listen to others scolding me n im there, doing nutink?

2005-09-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blocking for quite a long time le.. recently saw on news tt got ppl blog abt duno wad lar.. i tink is racism tinks, then got caught and brought to the court.. wow.. Didn't know blogging will get one into such a big trouble...

got 2 quiz today, EIC and PQM. EIC was still ok, but when it comes to PQM, argh... i got a mental block.. couldn't remember much during the test.... But luckily still got my frens.. lolx.. i tink the paper can pass lar, jus past only.. tt's the mk i need in order to pass the whole module.. hopefully can lo.. :X

YES!

finally got my new mattress and pillow.. Super hard one.. so nice to slp... almost din't want to wake up when the alarm clock went off this morning...

the mattress is 6 inches thick(which is the one at the top, below is my old one. it seem new therefore i nv throw.. haha.. its too soft for me ah.. When slp too long on it will have backache) look at the ruler.. it is a 30cm long one.. From this u can calculate how tall my bed is now..[its halfway thru my thighs..] then i got this PVC cover to protect the mattress from soiling ma, it got this very 'new' plastic smell.. den i use my perfume to mask the smell.. i forgot this perfume is strong one coz im used to the other not so strong perfume, den i spray alot in my rm... and im sneezing like HELL now.. HELP ME!!

this is the hard pillow.. Really kindof embarrass when i buy it. coz i told the person i wanted the hard one, den the first one he pass to me was not hard enuf, then he took another harder one, which is still not hard enough, den he pass to me another one again.. den i got this look which says[this is still not the one] then he pass me another 2 and said,u wan a harder one? den i replied this one can le..

after quiz today went to wm wif jq to buy tinks by the order of my mum.. LOL.. finally bought this.. so long nv eat it liao.. yes, it is maple pecan crunch!!

help~!

2005-09-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. which one should i choose?

or...

promises

2005-08-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

Can a promise be trusted? since young, when parents promised tt they will get u a toy or something like tt when u are good or get good grades, but how many times have they kept their promises? Is this gd or bad? i've alot of tinks on my mind now but i jus cant put them in words.. help!!!!!!!!

happy day..

2005-08-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

had nv feel so loved since begining of this yr.. oohh... im so happy today :)

holiday is over...

2005-08-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

started my first day of school after my 1 wk break.. basically the break was fabulous..

Day1
I was sick.. n i mean very sick.. abit of flu plus drowsy... woke up a bit early today as the guys are coming by my bl to collect the veggies (for the bbq on tues night). thery consists of all 3 colours of the capsicum.. green, yellow and red.. corns, jap sweet potatoes, lemon grass, lettuces..
not too heavy lar.. after tt had them lompang me to west mall for lunch.. haha.. after lunch actually wana go see doc, but i feel better aft my meal.. however i still went to 'buy' medication so nex time i can eat them when im sick again...

Day2
woke up quite early to go back to sch.. awww... so tired.. but bo bian as i had to do my fyp *sign* anyway, i was late, together with angela.. kok hau was worse but at least after he came then the practical was started.. the machine setup alone took us around 2 hours lo.. btw, we were doing extrusion.. luckily got master wong to help ah, if not it will really take us 1 whole day.. after that my n angela went to the chalet at aloha loyang.. i guess is there lar.. pasir ris that one.. we took cab frm pasir ris mrt.. the cab fare only 3+.. haha..every1 was so shag when we reached.. they said they slept at 5am.. wow! tt's early. haha.. well.. we slacked ard till it was time to start the bbq.. wad a waste.. all the jap potatoes was burnt.. haha.. really burnt lo.. i also dint eat much.. but i remembered the traffic light capsicum.. lol... ate some corns and prawns.. we went for a dip in the jacuzzi during midnight..wif our clothes on!!..lol.... it was fun and the water temperature was jus nice.. after tt we went back for some bbq-ing to kindof finish the food but we only managed to finish all the satays... left alot of seafoods.. went to bath, talk talk a bit then went to slp le..

Day3
jieqi set alarm at ard 7.. we heard the alarm went off but it sounded so nice.. didnt sounded like alarm at all.. more like a melody.. haha.. all of us didnt move.. waited for jieqi to turn off the alarm den all of us went back to slp again.. hahaha... in the end woke up at ard 8 or 9+ den went off le..

Day4
actually i forgot wad did i do on day4.. i guess im slacking the whole da.. ohya.. and as uaual, i woke up in the aftnoon...

Day5
woke up slightly early, ard 9+ to go to the bank... although not alot of ppl, but when i finish settling my stuffs, 11.30 already! went to mayin.. or isit mayim? aiya, its tt chinese restaurant next the swenson at west mall.. went there to eat dim sum together with my wai po and mum.. ordered quite alot ah.. haha.. the bill come up to 20-30+ but overall the food still ok lar... after eating, walk walk at wm den went to meet up wif some1 to get my anna sui scarf i won frm yahoo auction.. after i got it, i went back to sch to meet grace they all.. shun bian do some fyp stuffs.. went thru so much fun.. haha.. we scared master wong over n over again.. and he fell frm his chair while getting sometink on the floor.. was hilarious.. later at night we went to JEC to see see.. went up to the skating ring.. long rime dint go there le.. looking forward to skate there again.. waited for zz to come den we had our dinner at the jap restaurant there den zz drive all of us to the night safari.. it was my first time there.. was so fun wif all the animals.. was taking the tram 1/2way den got 1 deer whom sat beside the path.. lol.. but it was really pitch dark in there.. really have to squint my eyes to look for animals.. after tt went to sembawang for prata and talks.. den zz send each of us hm... including frm hougang to somewhere at bukit panjang..

Day6
didnt woke up in time to watch channel u superstar.. haha.. tt's how late i can wake up..wanna eat food but there's non.. also lazy to go down n buy.. so i jus ate instant noodles.. dried ones fried with veggies.. no egg as well.. so sad.. egg is my fav wif instant noodles..

Day7
today im really gd.. woke up at 9+.. cook my french toast.. for breakfast and porridge for lunch.. ate alot leh.. feel like pig.. watching tv the whole day.. dinner was settled by my dad.. he bought 2 chilli crabs.. long time didn't eat it at hm le.. feel so gd.. aft dinner i opened a bottle of red wine.. it was a nightmare.. firstly, i pok the opener too inside.. when i tried to pull.. it cant move.. den i move it out a little, finally can move le.. jus when im getting happy, the top portion of the cork broke.. :( i tried until my palm all red le.. finally i put it on the floow and use all my might to open.. finally.. haha.. den drank 1 mug of it.. too long nv drink le.. canot take it ah.. drink le nv feel sleepy.. instead i keep watching tv till i dont know wad time den doze off le..

Today (1/8)
woke up.. mum cooked veggie plus rice.. ate already went sch.. only veggie.. not full.. aft joel's lesson went to eat again.. lol.. aft sch went wwm to get tinks.. went hm to eat dinner.. did some report.. and gb.. THE END!!!

2005-07-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

"i always thought you were happy to go out with me, now i know things its not that i thought it was to be"

2005-07-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

went for dinner at IMM long beach today.. so many tinks to eat.. total 11 dishes.. with fish soup, sweet n sour fish frm a almost 2 kilo 'shi ban' is it grouper? dunno lar.. den got peking duck aft tt the meet was stir fried in black sauce, veggies, tiger prawn, bee hoon with oyster, chilli crab, yam paste... forgot wads the other dish.. or r there only 10 dishes? coz got another is the deep fried buns to be eaten with the chilli crab sauce.. haha... will post pics of my cousin frm france on the dinner soon~ btw he's a chinese.. lol....

wad a wonderful day

2005-07-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

firstly i have to say that i set my alarm clock at 8am.. which i did wake up, but.. only to find myself to stop the alarm and going back to slp..

secondly, woke up at 11 + again, went back slp and wake up at 12+.. this time nv went back to slp la.. den went to cook porridge for my lunch.. wif veggies, scrambled eggs, canned meat[aka ba ting] and cheese sausages.. yum.. but the combination sounds wierd rite.. lol..

when i finish cooking n eating, it was 4+ le.. went to do some tutorial for my tue quiz and went to IMM with mu mum n aunts...

it was raining cats and dogs.. took a cab there.. stupid driver.. tink i dont know, took the longer route to IMM.. hai.. it was 5 bucks when we reached there.. first, went to diaso to buy stuffs.. then went to oto.. my tt aunt tt came back frm france[ she married to there] bought my mum and 2 other aunt a oto trimax slimming belt each... ard 29 sumtink lar.. forgot liao.. close to 300 per piece.. n she managed to 'claimed' 2 face toner masseger from the salesman.. haha.. anyway, tt massager, sonner or later will be mine la.. haha.. i know it too well.. hopefully i will have a slimmer waist for time to come... from ----> ) ( to ----> ) ( haha...

2005-07-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

went to far east with jq to collect my shoes today.. guess wad? i tink jq is having celeb luck.. when we were at far east level 1, we saw hagen frm superstar[channel u] den i tink jq was saying it abit loud to me, then he turn and sait, ya ya, im the superstar.. haha she was so paiseh.. den we walk walk at level1, we saw him again, jq suspects tt he tinks tt we r following him.. wtf.. he v famous ah, to the extend of need to follow him.. bhb.. we quickly 'get out' of far east afterwards...

we went to isetan aft tt.. nutink much.. saw some clothes but eventually didnt buy.. den we walk the underpass to wisma.. saw leandra frm sg idol.. lol.. its all jq regconise one.. her eyes so sharp.. then yesterday or wad she saw fiona xie at orchard.. i tink u can go buy toto le.. lol..

btw, atfer collecting my shoes, i bought another pumps from level one.. here are as follows:

here is one...

here is another

cute rite? haha..
the nex one i bought it from vivie at level 1.. all white.. but its quite nice..

it look so much like ballet shoes :)

2005-07-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

went to geylang east library today and sumtink 'gd' happened.. ard 5+, dis old aunty came in, i shud call her bitch.. sorry for being vulger la.. but she really deserves to be called this.. read on...

we were studying at the children section coz the adult section was packed.. as u noe, children section got alot of kids ma.. den there was this kid sitting at one corner of the table near the shelves, then this bitch shouted " gun kai la.." which means get lost in chinese, but from her tone, it is almost like fuck off .. to a little gal who was only like 4 or 5 yrs old.. she even pushed her bks to the other side of the table.. she keep scolding the gal randomly... i see le so fedup lo.. but i still can bear with it.. but she even use some vulger lo. to a kid.. wah lao.. canot already.. then i started to say in a normal tone.. wah.. library so noisy ah.. like this how to study.. eventually she tone dwn abit.. ard 1 hr later, a bunch of little boys was running and playing.. then she shouted again.. quiet la.. wah lao.. really lo.. after a while, a little boy ran to find seats.. she run to somewhere near the table then stopped. guess wad bitch said? 'fuck off' and she shouted again.. i cant take it lo.. i almost shouted liao, but i remembered tt i was in library, then i say wah lao.. better go la.. come library to study wan.. got some ppl siao wan.. shout at kids.. wanna bully oso bully ppl of ur age ma.. i really feel like pushing her dwn her seats.. but nv la.. i really tink tt this old bitch deserve a round of beating

2005-07-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

so sad.. there was no sun yesterday... so jus had a dip in the lazy pool.. some interesting tinks happened yest.. jw step on jq's slipper and the tink jus came off.. jq was cursing lo.. haha.. anyway, everyone was laughing lar.. lolx.. the slipper was in such a bad condition that jq cant even walk properly. so in the end we took cab to jurong complex.. when we reached, grace n i went to buy slipper for jq. sometink that looks abit like birkenstock in light pink.. haha, got the right size [luckily].we were there for abot 4 hr then we went off.. felt so tired...

there is no practical for today, so sch starts at 2.. woohoo.. slept till 12+.. haha.. such a pig i am.. actually wanted to go to the gym today.. when i was on my way to sch, i realise tt i forgot to bring the padlock.. argh! stupid me.. so aft sch, i went hm n.. hai, i was too lazy and i nv leave my hse until now.. gonna becum a pig soon...

2005-06-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

yeah.. going tanning tml wif jq n grace.. actually is tanning cum playing.. lol.. at jurong complex.. :D looking 4ward for my another tan[hopefully its obvious enuf and provided it doesnt rian] choy!!!

2005-06-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

frens laughing abt a expanded hotdog. wahaha

2005-06-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

icey ice...

2005-06-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

the most important object required :)

2005-06-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

left-overs.. realise that there are only wings and satay sticks left?

2005-06-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

ppl who contributed for the bbq-ing

2005-06-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

pokka green tea.. my fav..

2005-06-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

mutton satays on grill... piping hot!!

2005-06-28T00:44:00.001+08:00

endless supply of otak otak... anyone?

2005-06-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

yum yum.. ice cream soda.. ive been drinking this all night

2005-06-28T00:43:00.000+08:00

this is the baked potatoe tt ive eaten quite a number of it.. eh.. i tink 3 or 4... wif mayo.. all bigger then my fist :D

from sat to mon

2005-06-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

Saturaday

went for some bbq at east coast.. took a cab form my hse.. jus 30min to reach there and the fare was 16.20 plus peak hr charges.. pit 35.. i walk n walk and realise tt there arent any pit that starts wif 3.. so i called my frne to reconfirm.. my god.. it was 25!! argh.. walk all the way back to where i came from.. i actualli dint see them despite they were so near mac.. -_-"'

i carried a styrofoam box for them to put ice... haha.. medium size.. they started bbq-ing like 1 or 2 hrs ago already.. so when i reach, there were food avaliable liao.. i started to feast on the mutton satays.. yummie.. and then it was the potatoes and corn.. then acc my frn to walk walk when then moon came out.. there were so many doggies.. huskies.. chiwawa etc..

then i went to cycle some distance wif my frens.. it was so fun.. i haven been cycling for quite a fe yrs already.. :) well, my bum still hurts a little now.. :(

Sunday

nutink much.. jus plain unlucky.. i lend my fren my bus pass to borrow skates on sat at ecp.. when i remembered tt my pass wasnt wif me when we were on taxi at highway! my fren immediately called my other fren who was there to take it for me the next morning since there were staying overnight.. phew.. they were able to collect ot the next morning when they returned their bikes.. so i met them at jurong interchange to take it back.. and i had my breakfast at mac.. since so long tt i had my sunday breakfast so early at mac [app. 10am] haha.. wad a pig i am(^@^). aft tt i jus went home and SLACKED TO WHOLE DAY.. wad to do.. im broke :'(

today

yay.. sch's at 1pm today.. slept till10+

then everytink's the same lessons till 5 and i went back hm.. there no dinner at hm, so i bought canned peanuts and cook porridge wif it.. those congee type.. it took me almost 2 hrs to cook the rice.. so hungry.. i ate it wif some kimchi.. it was so yummie... haha time to sleep already.. here is some pics i took on bbq day:)

2005-06-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

am i too tired?

2005-06-16T16:50:00.001+08:00

Nerdy me

2005-06-16T16:50:00.000+08:00

Smiley :)

2005-06-16T16:41:00.000+08:00

im too boring to do anytink now.. so i'd post these photos here :)

2005-06-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: November 27

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.
Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.
There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.

This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.
You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.
You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

WAD CAN BE THE WORSE

2005-06-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

ive had the worse concert of my life today..

IM SO FREAKING LOUSY..

I dint come for prac on fri coz of some family probs.. went for prac on sat as usual.. den i found out that my pitching was all over the place.. all the problems that nv came out before during normal practices CAME OUT!! cant pitch the stupid G correctly..

it was worse during the concert.. rehearsal was the freaking G again.. almost cant pitch the last note for the opening piece.. during the actual performance, all the top notes i cant get but, well i pitched the last note, but towards the end i actually mispitched.. so disheartening.. third piece as well.. the G tinky.. it was so damn obvious.. was feeling down all the way throughout the rest of the piece until the 2nd last.. finally something gd came out frm the bell.. :) but only lasted for that song lar.. the next song was only so-so..

hai.. why is this kindof thing happening to me???!?!?!?!? usually this feeling i get is during the begining preparations for the concert.. why why why?? can anyone tell me? i jus dont get it.. this is the only thing i can excel in but.. y?? y did it let me rise so high and fall so hard again.. ppl put their trust in me but i disappoint them again n again?? am i thinking too much or wad? i jus wanna do the best in the things i really can excel in.. tt's my wish.. tt's all........

I HATE THE WAY I AM NOW

2005-06-10T11:07:00.000+08:00

2005-05-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

limited edition minnie mouse singlet

2005-05-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

anna sui secret wish perfume n minature

2005-05-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

the anna sui paper bag..

2005-05-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

sat was an incredible day.. why do i say tt? coz i went down to orchard to shop.. although its the great singapore sale.. there was actually not much sales going on.. anyway, me n my fren went to isetan orchard there.. then we saw the anna sui counter..[we often go there to look for new products] n i bought n anna sui secret wish perfume.. it smells so nice.. haha.. it cost me not more than 60 bucks aft my fren's discount... then went to scotts M:Industry to buy a limited edition minnie mouse shirt.. abit tight though but im determine to shed those excess weight so tt i can fit into it nicely:)

after tt was celebrating grandpa's birthday.. i dont know wad happened, but my stomach feels very uncomfortable.. the feeling is like memses cramp plus gastric pain.. and i din't eat much.. cant even finish 1/2 a plate of rice.. the pain really made feeling like dying..but i still managed to endure all the way till the dinner finished..

2005-05-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

Tuesday

went to play pool wif jq aft work.. Although we had dinner at hm b4 going there, but aft ard an hr of pool-ing, we went to kfc to had our so called supper before heading hm.. Well, it was a pretty gd game but I cant seemed to win her.. haha.. She's gd at all games man.. (im gona train hard so tt i will win her sometime) *winks*

Wednesday

receive an SMS frm jq early morning tt she cant make it for work coz she's having diarrhea.. she also dint know what wrong tinks she ate.. joyce is also not in the company.. her supervisor had given her a day off regarding her r/s stuffs.. poor tink.. everyday see her like so sad like tt.. so, it was an rainny day and yes it was damn cold n i had practically nutink to do.. so i slacked at my collegue's office to use the computer and the feeling of not doing tinks the whole day was gd.. haven't got this feeling since the day i started my attachment.

Thursday

yes.. jq is back.. lol.. a rainny day again.. as usual.. alot of samples to be checked at work.. to sum it up, boring.. i did sumtink really wrong today.. i spilled a 750 ml of sample to be checked today.. so suay n sadded.. and i cant finish my work.. i tink my performance for this wk will be an c already... hai...

2005-05-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

went shopping wif my sec sch fren today.. and i spent alot.. total up about 100+ bucks.. i dint realise until i put the receipt together..hai.. the sales is not on yet and i use up so much le..

saw a really nice pointed shoe at far east but they doesnt have my size.. it was really nice.. i swear.. this kind of tinks always happens to me.. i always cant get the tinks i want soo much.. i really like it alot... :'(

10 more days

2005-05-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

have been very very very lazy to update this few days.. jus plain lazy lar... anyways, i got my pay 2 days ago.. woo hoo~.... although not alot, b ut at least its somesort of money.. haha... for the last 2 days i have been playing wif the shredding machine.. was doing some cleaning of the rm for the.. er.. vp? i tink shud be vp.. for him to 'move' in.. there was ard 6 bags of documents to be shredded.. took me 2 long days to finish it man... but its was ez job lar.. compared to the tinks i had done the past 3 wks..

today us another slacking day for me as well.. i have practically nothing to do lo.. jus punching holes n filing.. im so happy.. jus wish tt there is a bed for me to slp on.. v tired.. today is a gd day to slp coz its raining.. wahahaha...

lastly, my results: including ITP n non core modules 2A 1B 2C 2C+ 1D+

PS: Counting Down - 10 More Days To End Of Attachment

2005-05-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

havent been updating for afew days le.. kindof lazy lar.. nutink much happen except that the past few days i have been slacking... doing work slowly... but managed to finish.. fri on the way back on company bus.. i sat on one of the seats on the bus wif my fren.. then there was this bitch telling us to move to the other seat..she told us that we should wait for the 'other' senior ppl to get up the bus before going up.. i feel like slapping her lo.. wads so great abt that particular seat? got gold isit... hai..
i went tanning again on sat.. as usual.. the sun was on n off on n off... so damn fedup... aft ard 1 hr.. went to hav sone tennis game.. i dint know how to play.. so eat up jus picking up the balls.. but at least i managed to learnt how to serve :)

2005-04-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

im late again for the company bus again.. i was so shocked when i woke up.. its for 2 days le... den i realised wad happened.. my fone alarm is on but.... the clock was in the pm mode when it is supposed to be in am!!!!!! i can see the bus uncle face turn black lo.. [PS: hes a malay, so u can imagine] i feel so guilty... hai..

enuf of those sad tinks.. today almost slacked the whole day... my supervisor was attending a seminar.. i was left to do the tinks i was supposed to do... but i spend most of the time playing coms... anyway, i still managed to complete the tasks.. the sianned think is i hav to repeat the same tinks tml again.. but now ive learnt a new way to do it.. it takes some time initially but when testing, its quite fast.. hehe...

celebrated jq's bdae wif grace they all.. went causeway pt... this is my 1st time eating at pasta mania.. nice food though i hav 2 big ulcers..damn pain ah... very... hai... i wonder when will they heal... asap [hope can] hai... i tink this will be all for today... hope to update again soon..

PISSED OFF~!

2005-04-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

ok.. today is my 1st day of work aft the 2 days of mc... did cleaning up.. den talk talk and took some photos wif jq.. aft tt went to collect hp.. damn.. the person promise me to keep all my contacts in my hp.. but in the end.. my phonebook was empty.. i jus feel like killing tt person lo.. hai.. listen to me.. nv nv nv nv buy or use LG phones.. they are so damn lousy... hai....

better~

2005-04-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

finally.. aft 3 days of illness.. im back to normal again.. but it left a big ulcer on my lips.. cant eat too hot, spicy tinks.. or i'll tear... hai.. hope it will not grow bigger.. anyways, got a tan on friday.. sat for ard 1 hr but the sun is like on n off, on n off... of roughly is only 30min of tanning only.. not quite bad already... [wif tanning lotion of course]...havent got a time to take photo yet.. well.. its jus an excuse lar...

im hp-less for 2 whole days and im feeling great... haha.. very carefree but abit ma fan when u need to call someone urgently.. going to take back my hp on monday.. hope all the probs are gone by then.. anyway, the LG service center really has no ppl man... my dad drove me there, den i went in, str away is my turn liao... less den 10 min i was out of the service center...

enough of past tenses... this few days is so warm.. my back was dripping wif sweat when i was outside.. feeling so sticky... esp today... hai.. my bus consession finish already.. hav to plan transport so tt i will not over spend.. i really feel like exercising... can anyone jio me to exercise?

2005-04-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

this is the back view of my hair... looks like it has nv been dye right?

2005-04-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

forgot to add in this yesterday.. I BROKE A THERMOMETER~!!! coz the glove i put on wad too big.. the extra portion of the glove 'hooked' the thermometer den it jus dropped on the floor like this.. and im very very seriously sick now.. running nose n sore throat.. not going to work tml le.. gonna see doc 1st tink when i wake up tml...

jus now went to watchh a korean movie called S Diary.. very boring show.. luckily it was a fre tix.. got it frm some sort of lucky draw.. lolx.. no begining, no ending.. and i got a stitch frm cine... dunno wads tt machine called... hai.. egg station?? :D

2005-04-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

my fav!! got this frm the er.. those u put coin in the machine den twist the knob to get the 'egg' out.. any noes wad is tt called?

Yesterday..... Today

2005-04-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

18/4

'today' is the first day of attachment.. got to the same company as previous attachment and managed to take the company bus in the morning(the bus was late!). also got into the same department, R&D.. well everything as usual.. did particle board and stability test(on the first day of attachment!!!)... whole day man.. it was so damn dirty n tiring... i almost missed the company bus to get hm... haha.. luckily for me.. i was in time... got hm n slp at ard 9.. i dint even know i was slping so early..

19/4

everything is as usual today.. sianned.. did stability test AGAIN for whole day.. ard 8 hrs minus the break time..accidentally spill some of the resins on the floor, some got into my pants.. hai... man.. i was standing for so long.. my legs r damn tired now.. when can i slack like in the other departments??~!?!?

2005-04-16T01:45:00.000+08:00

my maple pecan cereal~ yummie..

2005-04-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

my new hair colour(not very obvious as i used my hp to take it

funs... no?

2005-04-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

i really missed out the fun today.. jq they all went to jb to shop, eat, watch movie.. im damn so pissed off wif myself.. i cant go there.. acc. to my mom.. malaysia is a dangerous place.. but.. i really wana go wif them.. so sadded...

and.. another tink is, although i missed out the fun, i sat in a saloon for 3 solid hrs to get my hair colour done.. sat till my bum ache.. got some highlights as well.. but my base colour is not very obvious(sometink which i like) but overall, i seemed to like it.. aft tt, i went to the restaurant opp orchard mos burger to have dinner.. its a jap restaurant btw.. the food there is nice.. but expensive.. well, gotta induge myself sometimes rite..

ppl are already asleep by now.. but here i m.. eating the maple pecan cereal tt ive jus bought frm cold storage.. quite delicious anyway.. lol.. im getting fatter already.. cant stop eating.. tt's the reason.. i really need help for my weight...!!

recalling...

2005-04-08T22:42:00.000+08:00

ok.. haven been updating this blog for quite sone time already.. eh.. 5 days? haha.. my blog like got sometink wrong.. bug or wad.. my frns keep on saying that thay cant access my blog... hai...

ok.. 2 papers down.. had maths on tues.. as usual.. i tink i got alot of calculation errors.. got quite wierd answers... and had my CEP paper on thurs.. most of the qns i noe how to do abit here n there.. but there were one qns i totally dont know how to solve.. 8 mks gone!!! yes.. 8 mks...

jus start studying for test marathon today.. wad i mean is i have papers on both mon and tues.. 1 morning and 1 aftnoon.. den thurs morning will be my last paper... which is the hardest.. havent been studying for it.. dint even know wad the teacher is teaching abt.. and i only started on 1 module.. jus doing the tutorials... hope can make it.. oh ya.. n i haven even start on qas yet.. all calculation... one mistake and tt's it man... hmmm... but im not in the mood to study.. YELL AT ME PLZ

2005-04-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. went to kap mac to study wif jq, grace, james n ry.. me n jq reached first.. then as usual, ordered the chicken foldover.. then there was this guy who came along to ask me to do a survey on the foldover. over twenty over qns leh... sianned.. den he gave me this free voucher for the ice cream cone.. the 25 cent one.. haha.. then comes james n grace... we ate outside, den realise that it was too hot, we went inside again... hell... there was this indian family who celebrated the childs birthday... too noisy.. then we went out to meet ry at cold storage... went to the outdoor to study again... still warm... but overall is ok.. but suddenly aft a while it rained... we ran to the bt timah shopping center's kfc to study maths.. mugging all the way till ard 7+... n went to the er... alameen to hav dinner...

ordered quite alot of dishes... the murtabak.. er, it shud be the spelling lar... lala, tomyam soup, mee goreng stingray and pattaya rice... very full ah.. till now still full.. and its like so cheap 42 bucks only... anyway got a 3 bucke discount frm the uncle.. and now i still got 1 big durian to eat man... my fav.. haha..

quiz

2005-03-31T01:07:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/genderbrainquiz/">What Gender Is Your Brain?

Nice quiz.. i tink all of u shud try it ;)

2005-03-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.

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test results

2005-03-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

got back my CEP test reults today... only got 54%... abit disheartening... alot of careless mistakes here n there... i jus hate myself being so careless but i jus cant help to be like this.. why is it like this? i don't know... had nee.s 'mass discussion' today as usual.. most of the qns i dont know how to do.. and ya.. copied... hai... how m i going to pass like this?

forgotten

2005-03-19T01:27:00.000+08:00

this is wad im going to post on wed but forgotten.. firstly, my two luohan was gone.,. my dad had gave them away.. kindof miss them... and i got a shock when i was on my way home... the tall trees in front of my blk was GONE!!! I dont know why they were removed, but i tink they have to make way for younger trees to come... [and the havent come yet...]

on thurs.. 17/03

went to west mall and have wif grace, jieqi and angela, followed by watching i robot ... the plot was so funny... laughing all the way.. until i smell someone farted... maybe is my sensitive nose.. i keep feeling tt it was the person behind me who did it.. but i din bothered to find out.. i tried to enjoy my movie.. and i kindof succeeded.. wahaha.. went hm n start on my colours report.. it was like dont know how many wks due ago already.. hope jessie thong does not deduct mks..

okok.. let me post on some tink more recent.. dis aftnoon[i meant fri 18/03] after handing in the report tt ive done[rushed out] the previous night and jus finished watching the colours presentation.. went out wif grace they all.. i suggested sakae.. havent been going there for ages... and they agreed.. haha.. nv in my life that others aggrees to my suggestion so readily.. but it was only 12.10pm when we decided.. so we went to the west mall outlet...

it was barely 1pm when we reached there... so.. as wad i expected[i had told grace earlier] the guys went to the arcade, but only to find out that the games were quite outdated... we stayed on there for a while before deciding where else to go.. finally we decided lot 1.. there's another sakae outlet there also.. i took the train wif grace n ry, n zz and james took bus..

reached there at ard 1+... 'scroll' at lot 1 to wait for the guys to reach.. den.. it was arcade again.. saw 1 guy.. quite big built.. dancing at the PARA PARA MACHINE!! HELL.. IT WAS SO.. ER.... SHUD I SAY OBSCENE...

me n grace played the house of the dead game... but as predicted, we died even before killing the master... so we went on to the japanese drums... it was not as easy as i expected, but not tt hard either.. so the same.. two of us played.. i learnt some percussions strokes b4.. so i was 'into' the game thru the 1/2way of the 1st song... was enjoying.... and.. it all happened so fast.. the game ended.. den we move on to the machine.. i dont know wad is it called.. but i call it the 3 colour button game... grace started to play.. when i wanted to join in, i jus realise that theres not enough credits in my card.. so i went to top up.. when i came back... i help grace a little.. then times up... so i joined in... lady luck was wif me i shud say... the following games were those i did better in.. so the rest of them jus watch me play... but no one wanted to join.. but.. the worse has yet come.. the car and the burger game killed me.. argh.. GAME OVER... den went on to play the guitar tink.. not v easy to master... dead jus after the 1st song...

after tt... was photo hunt.. till level 5[ i tink] den dead.. haha... then the guys went to 1st floor to withdraw $$.... waited for jieqi.. and we went to have our SUSHI!!

haha.. i tink im being too detailed here.. but there are still quite alot of tinks that ive left out... aiya... lazy to type them all out... so.. tata...

2005-03-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

had my three quizes today.. 16/03

the first one was QAS. i can say it was not too difficult for me... coz its was only one qns on proportions... but before the quiz, amos said it was about proportions... so.. its not easy in a way.. or how should i say it.. hai... anyway, it was only a pass or fail grade as it was a requiz.

next, it was nee's quiz.. it was more of like a mass dicsussion... plus open bk.. [PS: open bk was allowed btw] haha... guess i can finally pull up my 4079 grades...

the final one was CEP.. wasn't too gd... dint know how to do my 8 mks qns... die... hope i dint fare badly... hai... anyway, jq is going to take her driving exams tml.. all the best to her.. :)

gotta go watch tv liao.. whoo hoo~~

2005-03-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

almost got a biggest shock of my life dis morning... lena told me that the qas requiz was today.. AND I HAVENT GOT TO STUDY FOR IT... but luckily, we confirmed wif amos that it is on wednesday..

PHEW~!~!

then.. nee say that his test will be on wed also.. tt means i will have to study for 3 test on wed... m i having bad company or wad.. keep failing this semester's tests... will the rest of my frns passed them wif flying colours.. argh~!~! can someone help me?? help help.....

emily called 1/2 way while i was having nee's lesson.. [btw, emily is the boss jq n i worked for as a promoter] finally me n jq will get to meet her on fri if nutink goes wrong.. jq told me tt actually we shud have a sony ericsson S700i to use as a SE promoter.. but we dident get it.. we've got loads of qns to ask her when we meet her on fri..

hope i can have a s700i to use soon....

was slacknig all the way during the later 1/2 of amos's lesson all the way till mrs choo's lesson.. drawing pics... bleh~ and now im typing this entry, im feeling hungry all of a sudden again.. haha.. have been eating non stop since sat.. maybe to make it up as i din't eat on tt day..

well.. guess ive to stop here to study abit for qas already.. tata~

Today..

2005-03-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

actually ot of working out in the gym after my prac test today, but end up doing a survey with my frns at simlim... hey it worth 20 bucks ok.. hahah... anyway, after tt, we went bugis to shop shop a while, den have our dinner at some duck rice stall near bugis.. [kindof forgot the name of that shop]

den we actually wanted to go party world using our voucher, which we are entitled 3 hrs of free singing, but when we reached there after about 45mins of bus ride, we were told that we cant used that voucher on fridays... 3 pax is ard 45 bucks lo.. all wasted.. den we called k box... it was worse... 21 bucks per pax.. shitt...

hai... having nutink else to do, me n jq went west mall to walk walk... she bought some clothes, aft tt we went hm.. so boring day...

after typing all these, you will realise that i nv really mentioned the gym think.. this is because,

I NV WENT THERE AT ALL...

i was carrying my very heavy bag and shoe bag all the way frm shopping to eating and shop den go home.. really SIANZ!!!!

and oh ya.. i had a shitty presenation today.. was doing the pp wif joyce.. and we only started this wednesday.. i was so fustrated.. although she done most of the tinks, i keep wondering tt is she so busy tt she has to leave all the tinks to do at the last min? im not badmouthing her here but, i really dont know why is she like this.. always give me the last min tinks.. and i hate it.. i really hate it..

should i still do my fyp wif her? should i or should not? i really dont know? i don't wanna take the risk of last min work again, neither do i wana sour our friendship.. what should i do?

PS: sry to my friends i've neglected during the whole of s1 and s2...

I Don't Know

2005-03-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

i don;t know why.. after tt whole day of sadness.. these few days i keep having a feeling that i have no mood for studying anymore.. everyday go hm, is either games, or tv.. or jus slack.... keep feeling very tired... jus wants to do nutink but sleep..

and i failed my qas test.. got only 8 out of 20.. and i got a retest on wednesday.. which is the same day as my chemical engineering priciples quiz 2.. argh~!~! how m i going to studying like that.. i really hope to get great mks.. but the facts frm lecture notes jus won't get into my head.. can anyone tell me how to do it? i really realli realli need HELP..

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

I'M SO SAD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY IS IT LIKE THIS????????????????????????????????

Huh?

2005-03-07T20:46:00.003+08:00

I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sad.. i don't know what happened to me.. I just wana cry...

Huh?

2005-03-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sad.. i don't know what happened to me.. I just wana cry...

Huh?

2005-03-07T20:46:00.001+08:00

I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sad.. i don't know what happened to me.. I just wana cry...

Huh?

2005-03-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sad.. i don't know what happened to me.. I just wana cry...